Where i used to laugh in all jokes even though how nonsense they are, my lips stayed closed now…

Where my mind used to be very creative before, now i cant think of anything anymore…

Where my body used to crave for action & fun, now i just sit & sulk….

Where i used to look at the brighter side of life, now its all dim & unclear…

Where i used to have endless dreams & plans, now i don’t even know what i want…

Where i used to feel flattered for every compliments that i receive, now i’m full of doubts & disdain….

Im not depressed…

Just melancholic & lonesome…

The blows that struck my life in the last two years might just be too much for my sensitive heart..

The heart that only gave so much care & love…

Was broken & mending too slow…

Wish the words “letting go & moving on” would be easier done than said…

Wish that the wheel of life will roll faster so i could be on top again…

Wish that the rain would stop so the sun can shine in my life again…

Wish that there will be no more hatred & heartaches…

Wish that i will find the right path than just blindly walk getting to nowhere…