Heading To Nowhere
Where my eyes used to glow in all beautiful new things that surround me, they just stare unaffected now…
Where i used to laugh in all jokes even though how nonsense they are, my lips stayed closed now…
Where my mind used to be very creative before, now i cant think of anything anymore…
Where my body used to crave for action & fun, now i just sit & sulk….
Where i used to look at the brighter side of life, now its all dim & unclear…
Where i used to have endless dreams & plans, now i don’t even know what i want…
Where i used to feel flattered for every compliments that i receive, now i’m full of doubts & disdain….
Im not depressed…
Just melancholic & lonesome…
The blows that struck my life in the last two years might just be too much for my sensitive heart..
The heart that only gave so much care & love…
Was broken & mending too slow…
Wish the words “letting go & moving on” would be easier done than said…
Wish that the wheel of life will roll faster so i could be on top again…
Wish that the rain would stop so the sun can shine in my life again…
Wish that there will be no more hatred & heartaches…
Wish that i will find the right path than just blindly walk getting to nowhere…
Never lose hope sis. As they say, behind the clouds, the sun is still shining
There’s just so much in life to live for !
Comment by bw — August 4, 2008 @ 10:12 pm
hope…im working on that again bro… the old funny, lively curacha will gonna have a come back to life soon…promise!!
Comment by Curacha — August 5, 2008 @ 9:09 pm
I love, therefore I am. I can’t help but feel for you. Take it as it is, savor the pain, endure loneliness, find peace in stasis. Rest your head and open your heart. Take it easy and be brave and take it all in, the sorrow and miseries. It is a process, a process that leads to Love’s perfection. That is our nature, accept it. It is in the fiber of the thread, the thread in the canvas, and the canvas of our souls. The very essense of the soul. That even when everything has come to pass, and all that we hold dear is gone. Love remains. Love maybe forgotten, but it’s never lost.
Comment by soulsheik — August 22, 2008 @ 2:11 pm
>>soulsheik
i got touched by your wonderful comment… i will endure…im sure i can…”this too shall pass”… hopefully soonest
Comment by Curacha — August 23, 2008 @ 6:16 pm
“Where i used to have endless dreams & plans, now i don’t even know what i want… ”
i so can relate…glad to have stumbled upon ur site.take care!
Comment by Joan — September 16, 2008 @ 8:07 am
i wrote it during one of my down moments…thanks for dropping by…
Comment by curacha — September 18, 2008 @ 3:54 pm
I thought I would never recover…and look I am back.
Time is a great healer…
Life is full of ups and downs…and in the end it is to short to not enjoy it even if you got a big blow on your head.
Take care…and come back soon.
Give me a shout when you are back, ok?
Comment by Sidney — October 11, 2008 @ 11:34 am
>>Sidney
Hi!!…am so glad you’re back too, am really happy to hear from you…
Im feeling better now…true, time is a great healer…Seems like you were down too, huh? Welcome in club, hehehe!
Comment by curacha — October 11, 2008 @ 6:20 pm
Hi Curacha! Just dropping by to say Merry Christmas! Why have you stopped blogging? Busy? Be well always.
Comment by Abaniko — December 25, 2008 @ 1:35 am
You always had that knack for eloquence in prose. Keep it up.
Merry Xmas to you and advance Happy New Year to you and family.
Comment by Major Tom — December 26, 2008 @ 3:22 am
>>Abaniko
Hi… have been very busy last year that i felt my brain was drained… can’t think of anything to write & have lost my interest too… but i’ll make up for that this year, promise…
>>Major Tom
Thanks for your encouragement… i’ll try to write regularly this 2009….
Comment by curacha — January 21, 2009 @ 10:08 pm