Heading To Nowhere
Where my eyes used to glow in all beautiful new things that surround me, they just stare unaffected now…
Where i used to laugh in all jokes even though how nonsense they are, my lips stayed closed now…
Where my mind used to be very creative before, now i cant think of anything anymore…
Where my body used to crave for action & fun, now i just sit & sulk….
Where i used to look at the brighter side of life, now its all dim & unclear…
Where i used to have endless dreams & plans, now i don’t even know what i want…
Where i used to feel flattered for every compliments that i receive, now i’m full of doubts & disdain….
Im not depressed…
Just melancholic & lonesome…
The blows that struck my life in the last two years might just be too much for my sensitive heart..
The heart that only gave so much care & love…
Was broken & mending too slow…
Wish the words “letting go & moving on” would be easier done than said…
Wish that the wheel of life will roll faster so i could be on top again…
Wish that the rain would stop so the sun can shine in my life again…
Wish that there will be no more hatred & heartaches…
Wish that i will find the right path than just blindly walk getting to nowhere…
Never lose hope sis. As they say, behind the clouds, the sun is still shining
There’s just so much in life to live for !
Comment by bw — August 4, 2008 @ 10:12 pm
hope…im working on that again bro… the old funny, lively curacha will gonna have a come back to life soon…promise!!
Comment by Curacha — August 5, 2008 @ 9:09 pm