I have a colleague at the airport who has the talent to analyse one’s personality by simply giving her your complete name and date of birth. I thought maybe she possessed a 7th sense or just had a magical book in her library. Out of curiousity, i let her analyse me and my boyfriend in the Philippines. Not that i believe in this hokus-pokus, but i thought “why not, i have nothing to lose anyway.” After two days, she gave me her hand-written analysis of myself. She even told me she actually charge 50 euro for such work coz it needs a lot of concentration and computations. But since we are friends, a treat in Mc Donalds is enough to return the favor. Excitedly, i started reading the papers she gave me, and i must admit, everything she wrote hits me like bulls-eye! I was surprised that she found out the innermost part of my personality that only me knew.

The following day she handed me her analysis on my boyfriend. To remind you, she has not seen him yet, doesn’t know him at all and has not talked to him in her life. What she wrote about him is exactly how i know him to be.

Then finally, yesterday she gave me her analysis on our relationship according to our names and date of births. She said that life with him is going to be turbulent because of the incompatibility of our characters. She noted down the reasons of the petty quarrels that will soon to arise. These are not new to me because im very much aware of our differences. But what surprises me most is her listing down of the most probable roots of our discrepancies. Those were exactly what i foresee too, that’s why i am very adamant to commit. How did she know that? Is she really good or it is just a coincident? But then again she reminded me that there is no perfect relationship, each has its own problem. Now the question is: Can our LOVE keep us together? Could it really be strong enough to prevent and overcome every disaster in our life? Can LOVE really be so blind to ignore this big incompatibility between us? I dont know… I hate separations… Once i commit in a relationship, i wanted it to be for keeps. But relationship without harmony isn’t worth saving for too… WILL PRAYERS HELP MAYBE?…..

Since years ago, i have always been planning to have a computer of my own. Actually i already had one wayback early 90’s but i sold it again for i was very confused with my life then…well i still am actually, but that’s beside the point. Many people contributed their share in the acquisition of this computer of mine, and words are not enough to express my gratitude to them. Let me start with my ex-colleague Christian L., he is the one who accompanied me together with MissP in a far away village of Eppstein to buy this wonder thing. He gave me the tip where to buy a good 2nd hand cpu and even offered to drive me there. After several attempts, cancelled appointments because our shifts never matched, we finally went there, all the three of us ( i need the back up of MissP as adviser and chaperon as well) to buy this. Yes sir, this wonder thing is used, but its working; good enough for a neophyte like me.
My next mentor and savior is Michael S., the good-looking, ever-nice, computer expert husband of MissP. He was the one who installed the programs in my cpu, fixed it too with all that cables and stuffs, and make it ready for use. All i need to do is sit, type on keyboard…and that’s under his tutelage too, just imagine! He’s really one of a kind, coz not all germans has the nerves and patience to teach a cute, little me how to work on a computer without bringing it to explosion!*#! I salute this couple who are really very generous when it comes to helping a needy, georgeous, sexy, computer- illiterate like me. Oops, i think some adjectives are out of place, hehe!
Then there is Mel, my housemate, who lended me her Monitor,.. at least she could claim a right to using the computer, kanya yung monitor eh!
To my loveones for being there always in good times and in bad.
To my director who believed in me.
And to my fans for patronizing all my movies…
Eeek! Where am i now? I was carried away by my emotions. I thought i was in Oscar. Back in reality anyway, thank you folks for being very supportive. God bless!

I would like to dedicate this first entry in my blogsite to my dearest friend MissP for her utmost support and patience in teaching me how to use this computer. Hurrah! Through her i’m a bit more civilized now. My heartfelt appreciation to you MissP and more power to you! Blow out na lang kita ha! Loveyah!